http://corylus.blogdrive.com/ my-corylus Wed, 14 Nov 2007 23:10:03 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Tue, 13 Nov 2007 17:00:00 GMT It's my 2*th birthday. It doesn't really matter about adding the age to the one I hold now. I can't make it stop only if God want it too. It will be another side of the story. I keep on holding and goes with life. On this birthday, I wish to have a fairy tale become reality. I know, there's no more 'prince with white horse' to come and rescue me or 'tall, dark and handsome' in every description of Judith McNaught's story tale book. But, is it wrong to request for a fairy tale? I wish... Guang Liang - Tong Hua I forgot how long it was Since I last... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/28.html Tue, 13 Nov 2007 16:22:22 GMT Missing the song, missing the moment in Surrey.... Because I'm a Girl http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=28 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/26.html Tue, 02 Oct 2007 13:33:56 GMT We (Aida and myself) sang this song of kucing gemok at the state of tensed and depressed. It happened when Aida looked at a picture of a kucing and suddenly she sang the song. I followed the ryhmes and became our song, kuikuikui....Now, when I'm feeling missing of my old days in Battersea, Stag Hill and Surrey generally, the melody of kucing gemok continuesly play in my head and I will start hurming and quitely sing to myself.And as requested by my dear mahathir, here is the song. Perhaps, one day when we get together we can sing this song together and making sure of its pitching and... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=26 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Wed, 26 Sep 2007 15:03:05 GMT pada ketika dan waktu ini, saya sangat merindui saat saat bila: menyanyi lagu kucing gemok bersama aida...berborak borak di telefon bersama mahathir dgn sgt lamanya...menonton tv di attic bersama kak emi...mencari kak ida di bawah duvetnya...mendengar celoteh chefwan bila madir memasak...makan di dlm kelas knowledge management bersama rose...melihat fariq bila makan makanan pedas...amer telefon minta masakkan asam pedas...diyana ke bilik saya bila dia ada masalah dengan amril...menjenguk - jenguk ke bilik azli dari tingkap...amir riza datang pagi pagi buta ke court saya...mendengar cerita... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Mon, 24 Sep 2007 15:11:02 GMT 'belajar menerima kenyataan, terima hakikat'itu yang dipegang buat menghadapi hari mendatang.awan takkan selalunya cerah, mendung tak bererti hujan.sungai kan tetap mengalir, matahari pasti kan bersinar jua. tetapi akhir akhir ini terasa sangat gundah di hati.puas pujuk tapi merengek rengak perasaan memberontak.entah apa yang tak kena semuanya serba salah.itu bukan apa yang digenggam selama ini.satu hakikat kehidupan yang pedih pernah dilalui dulu.kuat pun semangat ini, tabah pun hati ini.kemana semua itu pergi, sejak dua tiga hari ini puas mencari. 'Allah, tolonglah campur tangan dalam... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Fri, 14 Sep 2007 15:59:48 GMT "what will you do if you miss someone?" dulu pernah saya text msg to bunch of friends asking the similar questions. I received various answers, sampaikan ada yang tanya, 'are you in love?'...bila baca, saya tergelak aje. Entah apa angin masa tu. Once again, at this hour (it's nite time in Malaysia) I wish to ask the same question. Cuma this time around, saya unsure to whom should I text a.k.a sms too..Saya tau nanti mesti ada yg akan tertanya lagi, 'are you in love?'. Yang sure sekali, mmg saya nak sangat2 tanya this question. I think I leave the question here and let it be unanswered 'til I... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Wed, 29 Aug 2007 13:29:29 GMT Saya rasa penat untuk berlari. Sesekali saya rasa tercungap2 menahan penat.Saya jatuh. Terasa sakit.Saya berhenti. Tapi jauh lagi, saya terus berlari.Penat.Mungkin saya perlu berehat seketika waktu.Yang pasti, saya mesti terus menuju ke destinasi.Cuma kali ini, saya tak nak berlari.Saya nak berjalan.Berjalan sambil menikmati setiap inci laluan saya.Mungkin cara ini saya takkan tercungap2 dan termengah2.Kata orang tua-tua, "perlahan-lahan kayuh, pasti sampai"Saya nak hayun langkah saya perlahan2.Ikut rentak kemampuan saya. Berhati - hati mengatur langkah.Saya mohon doa moga kali ini saya... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Sun, 17 Jun 2007 08:58:35 GMT Actually, I have nothing to update. Nak cerita apa, life goes on as usual. A little pretty hectic few days back. I was send to the training. Then took few days leave to join my family for Genting. Came back and here I am, hook and tight up with work. Hurmm, come to think of it, do I really love what I am doing now? Wo..wo..don't get me wrong, I love my job. I mean, I do have passion on it. Sometimes, its just that I am not really prepare on many things, am I? What will I be if I am not in the field of I am now? Probably a Consultant? a Conselor? Well at least that's what I always wanted... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Mon, 14 May 2007 16:08:15 GMT I received a news from a friend. She's getting married, again. After been divorced three times by her ex-husband, she finally found someone. How great loves is, the feeling created by Allah. Well, her choice this time around is very distintive. An American at elderly age. A well-to-do man, I guess. Perhaps, the man knows how to cares her and her two children. Wow wee...probably he's the one who can really touches her heart. Mmmm, I know what some of you guys out there must be thinking. I think, at this moment through, praying for people's happiness would be a good thing to think off.... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://corylus.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:06:28 GMT Opps, sebenarnya tak ada niat nak menonton AF5 semalam. Selepas balik from kursus, sangat - sangat penat rasanya. Nak tido cepat. Tetapi bila dengar mereka di AF5 tu nyanyi, tertengoklah juga sambil-sambil tu. Tak ikuti pun sangat AF kali nie. In fact, lama dah tak tengok. Banyak perkara lain nak buat dari melayan program realiti tu. Akan tetapi, semalam, masa tgk part last, tiba2 hati rasa sayu dan sedih sangat. Ehh, hukhuk saya menangis. Astaghfirullah, bukan kerana pelajar yang terkeluar tetapi kerana seorang pelajar di situ yang yatim piatu. Yang menyedihkan, ibu bapa pelajar lain... (more) http://corylus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19