I received a news from a friend. She's getting married, again. After been divorced three times by her ex-husband, she finally found someone. How great loves is, the feeling created by Allah. Well, her choice this time around is very distintive. An American at elderly age. A well-to-do man, I guess. Perhaps, the man knows how to cares her and her two children. Wow wee...probably he's the one who can really touches her heart. Mmmm, I know what some of you guys out there must be thinking. I think, at this moment through, praying for people's happiness would be a good thing to think off. Yups, some people can just accepting and do what ever they want to do. Follow your heart but think wisely.

While enjoying the conversation with the friend, suddenly my phone buzzing. I received a message from another of my friend. 'just to let u know, i'm not getting married'...Oucchh!! That's hurt and devastating. Her 'big-day' is in my schedule is in two months time. I've already plan to attend to her wedding, with a yellow baju kurung. I whispered to my heart, Astarfirullah for many times. I lost count. Actually, I was speechless. What words should I text to her to reply? What should I say? What must I say? She includes me in her wedding preparation and now? I do replied. But, haven't got a clue of the whole story. She wasn't in the mood to share them. Not for now. Well, I respect her decision and will be waiting patiently once she's ready to reveal.

Before I doze off for today, I keep thinking about the two friends of mine. They are talking about the same thing, marriage! But in a different approach. Woww..approach? Yeah, in technical persepctive..Probably I should use, situation...We always pray to God, for a good life, happiness, success...I mean for all the good way we want it to be. We didn't ask for unexpected conditions or circumstances. But we could fall and get cuts although we walk confidently and safely. We didn't ask for it, still it happens. Allah really test all HIS human beings in many ways. Through the tests, we know how strong we can live and how Allah is actually giving us, what is good and meant for us for now and future...With all HIS willing, things will get better and HE promises rainbows after all the stroms and lightning...Only Allah knows....