Today I would like to dedicate my entry to my dearest adik.

Dear my adik,
Thank you for all the thoughts you have on me.
When you are in misery and gloomy mood, feel free to contact me.
When you are happy, dance and enjoy you life and I will be there watching you.
When you are hungry, let me know as perhaps I can make another 'bubur' for you.
When you are thirsty, call me and we go out for 'teh tarik'.
When you want to go for a ride, please let me join you.
Because I want to eat 'keropok, coklat, aiskrim', drink coffee and enjoying my 'jan-jan' moment in your Myvi car, B_K7_99.
hohohohoho....

I am optimistically sure, aida will agree with me.
kak emi, kita makan kopok dalam keta azli jugaks,k.
hohoho...
oppps, I wonder if I can get the chance to be in kak ida's bestari 206.
And can't wait to be in afi's kembara..yezza!

She called me. I was so excited. Anxiously I picked up the phone.
Although my sense says, 'nah..she will not say what I am waiting her to say'.
She say 'hello', I replied.
All she asked was about the digital camera..
As I thought so, she will never do it. She and her 'take for granted' kind of attitude.
I'm very much dissapointed....Yes, really I am.
In silence my heart cried.

It has been a long time since I logged in to this blog. Packed with many things and making myself contented. It's a way of distracting my mind from other uninvited matters. Not to say, not thinking but the less thinking.
Anyway, a big Congratulations to Aida & Yaacob. They finally tied a knot..Allahamdullilah. The lavenders were so sweet and the shoes as well..:P
Saranghe owns a car now. Can't wait to be in your lovely new toy, hehehe. Bila nak singgah rumah kakak?.. 
Attention to Aida & Afie yg jauh di mata, Mahathir dah beli kereta..:D.
My JK, managed to persuade me to gave him the can food. I think he deserved it sometimes. However, still observing his attitudes, huhuhu.
To kak emi, many2 happy returns of the day. Here a song for you. For once again I sing this to you.
            "happy birthday to you 2x, happy birthday to e-mi--, happy birthday to you!"
Hehehe, sorry that you were forced to hear my so liked 'doraemon' voice as early as 12am ++...but I'm sure you had a good nite sleep after my lullaby, kekeke.
To kak ida, although I missed a day to wish your big day, I still remember the date tho...;-)
Well, wedding invitions are lining up from week to week...It's quite tiring to travel to many places to attend all but considering they are few good friends of mine.
One of the best thing I did yesterday, having a nearly to 3 hrs lunch with chenubb at 'resepi rahsia'. We share the same interest - reading blogs! Nice, nice...I had a great time with you, sis...;-)
Btw, I just bought a router two weeks ago, kak emi, please bring you laptop whenever you stop over here...:P.

thank you for making me think that there's hope to be hope.
and really a thank you for the sweet memories that you gave,
when the time I felt weak and exhausted of the life I have,
you give me the strenght to keep on walking.
when I think of giving up and trembled,
you let me being motivate towards the path I should be.
and you try to be there, but you are not.
you make me think you can be there, unfortunately you can't.
you are there but silence....

I told you, I like someone.
When you ask me how does the person look like?
All I can answer to you;
"I can't remember that.
What happen when I really like someone, I just remember a feeling."

Sedetik terkenang waktu ketika di bumi UK dahulu apabila membaca sebuah artikel dari internet. Sebetulnya banyak perkara yang dipelajari ketika berada di negara asing.
Tetapi yang pasti ianya tetap bumi Allah swt.

"Kerana hidup di bumi UK ini, perbezaan antara kafir dan Islam adalah terang dan jelas. Minum arak, pergaulan bebas, pergi kelab malam dan makan babi adalah nyata perkara haram. Tetapi di Malaysia sangat sukar untuk menilai manakah Islam manakah yang bukan kerana orang Islam sendiri minum arak, pergi ke kelab malam dan berfoya-foya. Oleh kerana itu tidak hairan jika ramai graduan luar negara apabila pulang ke tanahair akan lebih dekat dengan Allah, kerana keadaan kehidupannya menjadikan dia sedemikian. Dia memerlukan Allah untuk hidup. Dia memerlukan Allah untuk menjadikan dia kuat menahan cabaran kekufuran. " - www.dakwah.info

Salam Aidiladha to All.
Today I managed to do 'Qurban'.
What I want to share here is that, my 'lembu' for the 'Qurban' is handsome.
Well, better looking than the last 'lembu' which belong's to
someone so well-known in this 'state'.
However, the someone is said by me as one of my 'idola' during my BTN days.
heheheh....
And ermm...not forgeting the charming 'prince' of the 'tukang sembelih'.
I admit, he's handsome but much more younger than myself (as I know him).
[.....sigh.....]
All the good wishes to him, InshaAllah.

Anyway,
it's a new year to come.
it's a year which about to an end.
what have i achieved to this year end?
what i want to succeed in the next year to come?
Oh Allah, only YOU know what i want, i hope and i pray.
Oh Allah, please hear my prayers.

"Should auld acquaintance be forget?"
Happy New Year 2007!
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'if only you know how i feel'

sedang saya bersembang di YM dengan adik junior saya, tiba2 saya bagitau dia:

saya: k-- z-- rasa k-- z-- nak kawin laa
adik saya: ok la tue
adik saya: k-- z-- sembang cam nak pegi tesco beli ayam je
saya: hehhe...true2
adik saya: cerita pasal another insan nie tau

saya tergelak memikirkan apa yg saya sembangkan dgn dia.
tapi terpikir jugak saya, ye laa kan, how I wish it could be that easy.
Ya Allah....

tak daya ku halangi
tak ku cuba jauhi
tetap di sini
terus menanti
walaupun nafasku kini pasti terhenti
kau yg ku cari
ke akhir hayat nanti
tidak ada sangsi
redha ku pada apa yg terjadi
semoga hari kan lebih berseri
sedikit masa pastikan bersinar kembali
moga akan ada pertemuan lagi
harapan yg ku genggami
tidak pasti
tapi percaya pada ketentuan Ilahi

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apa yng terjadi pasti kan ada sinarnya nanti
itu yg pasti

salah ke apa yg saya rasa?
salah ke apa yg terbit dlm hati saya ini?
salah ke kalau saya simpan perasaan ini?
salah ke kalau saya kata, saya sgt2 menghargai waktu itu?
salah ke kalau saya jadikan itu sebagai satu kenangan terindah dlm diari disember saya?
salah ke kalau saya minta supaya kenangan2 seperti itu datang lagi?
salah ke kalau saya mahu kenangan2 itu sentiasa bersama saya?
salah ke kalau saya nak kongsi kenangan itu bersama selamanya?
Sesungguhnya Dia maha mengetahui.

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terima kasih untuk waktu itu.